729th day.

Ok people.This is my 729th day of NS life.Hear me once again, 729th day and im down with another 12 hrs or so to collect that little pink card with a face of a 15 yr old me.lol

Days at BMT,FDS and over at 6AD will be cherished. Memories are still so fresh that i cant fathom the fact that ive ORD-ed,or rather going to.The feeling is rather euphoric though, but ah its like i feel aimless cos of the fact my replies from the Unis arnt going to be in anytime soon and ive not found a job yet.So my current status will be -UNEMPLOYED Poly Graduate.LOL okay im fucking whining now...

Will have to bring myself on track,cannot stray anymore.More like everything seems and needs money.Without it,i feel insecure.Everyone around you respect for wat u have and not wat u are!.Imagine when u touch everything and anything,money must talk first..hahaha thats the perspective of an umeployed..sorry people.

I cant and will not take allowance from parents(u will feel fucking paiseh) till i go aussie ,but being egotiscal me,ill def feel it right down through..So ive got 6 farking months to make at least 10k or round of to that amnt,spent a lil(fuking hope its little with all the drinking and late night outings),and bring the rest as backup.

Yeap.Thats all for tonight folks.I gota hit the bed early,get up early(LAST DAY canot afford to be late if not they'll push the collection date)take it,come back HIT the FUCKING GYM and start my training once again.FROm sq 1.

Peace out. Life is not going to be sweet anymore.