Sunday, December 28, 2008

3 days to 2009

 

World’s(My) Greatest Need

A little more kindness

and a little less greed;

A little more giving

and a little less need;

A little more smile

and a little less frown;

A little less kicking a man

when he’s down;

A little more “we”

and a little less “I”

A little more laughs

and a little less cry;

A little more flowers

on the pathway of life;

And a fewer on graves

at the end of the strife.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Make or Break.

Just another day at work.and OH Its mid-week! Sitex 2008 starts tomorrow.Quite a number of items to get.2 laptops and a GPS navigation system tops the list for now…

 

Everyone seems busy lately(even myself),some of my friends are having exams and the rest are rushing for time(not sure why)..some are facing stress at work.Hope all ends in goodwill since the festive period is nearing.Just a month away….hang on guys.

 

In a month’s time i’ll be done with work and will start preparing for school…all i’m sure of now is 2009 will turn out to be  more packed(eventful) year compared to 2008.But at the same time,who will be able to forget 2008 with all the firsts for everything?…

 

And yes..i feel lucky today . i picked up 4 $10 bills along the way home after a jog…. the other time it was 5 $2 bills…=>

 

Song that caught my attention lately..

 

David Archuleta - Crush

Sunday, November 16, 2008

VivA La Avenue Q!

The weekend started with a bang on friday more or less as it was my first time attending an english musical  at the esplanade with the clique.

 

Usually i dunt attend such musicals.But then again there is A first for everything. That's how it has been for 2008 so far. Though the tix were expensive,i have no regrets splurging(okay i still utang David for the tix) as the show was all worthwhile.

The rest of the night was well spent drinking and talking cocks and bulls at Brewerkz. Well this time round,the trio had company for a typical fri night-out.We had Louis,Nicole and Ah^Mat(yet to be named).

 

But at the end of it all,my flu was aggravated to the max.It was bad enough and the beer had to make it worse.I think i spread it to David also..sorry ah bro.Not my fault…Hope dayne also kenna…den sua already.

 

I forsee a really dull week ahead of me.=< But then again i’m looking forward to my short KL trip on Sat.

 

All d best to  those having their examinations at this period of time.

 

 

P1020483

                                            Refill your tanks here!

Monday, November 10, 2008

 

A Story Of Human Body Anatomy

Interesting article and it is worth reading!

Picture Courtesy : http://lpig.doereport.com/imagescooked/642W.jpg


Time: When your body really starts going downhill
There's no denying the ticking of a woman's biological clock - but men are not immune, either. French doctors have found that the quality of sperm starts to deteriorate by 35, so that by the time a man is 45 a third of pregnancies end in miscarriage. Here, with the help of leading clinicians, Angela Epstein identifies the ages when different parts of the body start to lose their battle with time.
BRAIN - Starts ageing at 20
As we get older, the number of nerve cells - or neurons - in the brain decrease. We start with around 100 billion, but in our 20s this number starts to decline.
By 40, we could be losing up to 10,000 per day, affecting memory, co-ordination and brain function.
In fact, while the neurons are important, it's actually the deterioration of the gaps between the brain cells that has the biggest impact, says Dr Wojtek Rakowicz, a consultant neurologist at Imperial College Healthcare NHS Trust in London.
We all assume grey hair and wrinkles are the first signs of ageing, but some parts of your body are worn out long before you look old
These tiny gaps between the end of one brain nerve cell and another are called synapses. Their job is to ensure the flow of information from one cell to another, and as we age we make fewer.
GUT - Starts ageing at 55
A healthy gut has a good balance between harmful and 'friendly' bacteria.
But levels of friendly bacteria in the gut drop significantly after 55, particularly in the large intestine, says Tom MacDonald, professor of immunology at Barts And The London medical school.
As a result, we suffer from poor digestion and an increased risk of gut disease.
Constipation is more likely as we age, as the flow of digestive juices from the stomach, liver, pancreas and small intestine slows down.
BREASTS - Start ageing at 35
BY their mid-30s, women's breasts start losing tissue and fat, reducing size and fullness.
Sagging starts properly at 40 and the areola (the area surrounding the nipple) can shrink considerably.
Although breast cancer risk increases with age, it's not related to physical changes in the breast.
More likely, says Gareth Evans, breast cancer specialist at St Mary's Hospital, Manchester, our cells become damaged with age - as a result, the genes which control cell growth can mutate, causing cancer.
BLADDER - Starts ageing at 65
Loss of bladder control is more likely when you hit 65.
The bladder starts to contract suddenly, even when it's not full.
Women are more vulnerable to bladder problems as, after the menopause, declining oestrogen levels make tissues in the urethra - the tube through which urine passes - thinner and weaker, reducing bladder support.
Bladder capacity in an older adult generally is about half that of a younger person - about two cups in a 30-year-old and one cup in a 70-year-old.
This causes more frequent trips to the loo, particularly as poor muscle tone means the bladder may not fully empty. This in turn can lead to urinary tract infections.
LUNGS - Start ageing at 20
Lung capacity slowly starts to decrease from the age of 20.
By the age of 40, some people are already experiencing breathlessness. This is partly because the muscles and the rib cage which control breathing stiffen up.
It's then harder to work the lungs and also means some air remains in the lungs after breathing out - causing breathlessness.
Aged 30, the average man can inhale two pints of air in one breath. By 70, it's down to one.
VOICE - Starts ageing at 65
Our voices become quieter and hoarser with age. The soft tissues in the voice box (larynx) weaken, affecting the pitch, loudness and quality of the voice.
A woman's voice may become huskier and lower in pitch, whereas a man's might become thinner and higher.
EYES - Start ageing at 40
Glasses are the norm for many over-40s as failing eyesight kicks in - usually long-sightedness, affecting our ability to see objects up close.
As we age, the eye's ability to focus deteriorates because the eyes' muscles become weaker, says Andrew Lotery, professor of ophthalmology at the University of Southampton.
HEART - Starts ageing at 40
The heart pumps blood less effectively around the body as we get older.
This is because blood vessels become less elastic, while arteries can harden or become blocked because of fatty deposits forming on the coronary arteries - caused by eating too much saturated fat.
The blood supply to the heart is then reduced, resulting in painful
angina.
Men over 45 and women over 55 are at greater risk of a heart attack.
A recent study by Lloyds Pharmacy found the average person in the UK has a 'heart age' five years older than their chronological age, probably due to obesity and lack of exercise.
LIVER - Starts ageing at 70
This is the only organ in the body which seems to defy the ag ing process.
'Its cells have an extraordinary capacity to regenerate,' explain David Lloyd, a consultant liver surgeon at Leicester Royal Infir mary.
He says he can remove ha a liver during surgery and it will grow to the size of a complete liver within three months.
If a donor doesn't drink, use drug or suffer from infection, then it is possible to transplant a 70-year-old liver into a 20-year-old.
KIDNEYS - Starts ageing at 50
With kidneys, the number of filtering units (nephrons) that remove waste from the bloodstream starts to reduce in middle age.
One effect of this is their inability to turn off urine production at night, causing frequent trips to the bathroom.
The kidneys of a 75-year-old person will filter only half the amount of blood that a 30-year-old's will.
PROSTATE - Starts ageing at 50
The prostate often becomes enlarged with age, leading to problems such as increased need to urinate, says Professor Roger Kirby, director of the Prostate Centre in London.
This is known as benign prostatic hyperplasia and affects half of men over 50, but rarely those under 40.
It occurs when the prostate absorbs large amounts of the male sex hormone testosterone, which increases the growth of cells in the prostate.
A normal prostate is the size of a walnut, but the condition can increase this to the size of a tangerine.
BONES - Start ageing at 35
'Throughout our life, old bone is broken down by cells called osteoclasts and replaced by bone-building cells called osteoblasts - a process called bone turnover,' explains Robert Moots, professor of rheumatology at Aintree University Hospital in Liverpool.
Children's bone growth is rapid - the skeleton takes just two years to renew itself completely. In adults, this can take ten years.
Until our mid-20s, bone density is still increasing. But at 35 bone loss begins as part of the natural ageing process.
This becomes more rapid in post-menopausal women and can cause the bone-thinning condition osteoporosis.
The shrinking in size and density of bones can lead to loss of height. Bones in the back shrivel up or crumble between the vertebrae. We lose two inches in height by the time we're 80.
TEETH - Start ageing at 40
As we age, we produce less saliva, which washes away bacteria, so teeth and gums are more vulnerable to decay.
Receding gums - when tissue is lost from gums around the teeth - is common in adults over 40.
MUSCLES - Start ageing at 30
Muscle is constantly being built up and broken down, a process which is well balanced in young adults.
However, by the time we're 30, breakdown is greater than buildup, explains Professor Robert Moots.
Once adults reach 40, they start to lose between 0.5 and 2 per cent of their muscle each year. Regular exercise can help prevent this.
HEARING - Starts ageing mid-50s
More than half of people over 60 lose hearing because of their age, according to the Royal National Institute for the Deaf.
The condition, known as presbycusis, happens due to a loss of 'hair cells' - tiny sensory cells in the inner ear which pick up sound vibrations and send them to the brain.
SKIN - Starts ageing mid-20s
The skin starts to age naturally in your mid-20s.
According to Dr Andrew Wright, a consultant dermatologist with Bradford NHS Trust, as we get older production of collagen - the protein which acts as scaffolding to the skin - slows, and elastin, the substance that enables skin to snap back into place, has less spring and can even break.
Dead skin cells don't shed as quickly and turnover of new skin cells may decrease slightly.
This causes fine wrinkles and thin, transparent skin - even if the first signs may not appear until our mid-30s (unless accelerated by smoking or sun damage).
TASTE AND SMELL - Start ageing at 60
We start out in life with about 10,000 taste buds scattered on the tongue. This number can halve later in life.
After we turn 60, taste and smell gradually decline, partly as a result of the normal ageing process.
This can be accelerated by problems such as polyps in the nasal or sinus cavities. It can also be the cumulative effect of years of smoking.
FERTILITY - Starts ageing at 35
Female fertility begins to decline after 35, as the number and quality of eggs in the ovaries start to fall.
The lining of the womb may become thinner, making it less likely for a fertilised egg to take, and also creating an environment hostile to sperm.
Male fertility also starts to drop around this age. Men who wait until their 40s before starting a family have a greater chance of their partner having a miscarriage, because of the poorer quality of their sperm.
HAIR - Starts ageing at 30
Male hair loss usually begins in the 30s. Hair is made in tiny pouches just under the skin's surface, known as follices.
A hair normally grows from each follicle for about three years, is then shed, and a new hair grows.
However, with male-pattern baldness, changes in levels of testosterone from their early-30s affect this cycle, causing the hair follicles to shrink.
Each new hair is thinner than the previous one. Eventually, all that remains is a much smaller hair follicle and a thin stump of hair that does not grow out to the skin surface.
Most people will have some grey hair by the age of 35. When we are young, our hair is coloured by the pigments produced by cells in the hair follicle known as melanocytes.
As we grow older, melanocytes become less active, so less pigment is produced, the colour fades, and grey hairs grow instead.

 

This article was an entry in one of the random blogs that i came across.Enjoy.

Monday, November 3, 2008

When u are bored…

  Came across something really cool  and the outcome of it can be seen below.Its a rotational Ambigram by the way.

 

raj

ambigram

ambigram

Windows paint was used in an attempt to create the ambigram

 

Picture perfect for a first-timer. =>

 

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Feeling Geeky

DSC_1268(200 eye cracker

 

It was a tiring yet splendid week for me.I still cannot fathom why singapore will never make any festivals a week-long affair,so as to speak of work the VERY next day of every darn festival(except CNY-3days mind it).People like myself take eons to recuperate from festive mood….

 

I’m left with another 3 months before i leave for studies.Cant believe that i’ve worked 4 solid months at one place for the very first time in my life(Ive got only 2 to 3 working experiences so far).This will be my last LONG Temp job.Saddened by the thought of leaving my job,cos it will be the only job that makes me take home whole-some salary and no CPF contribution.Although as a 22 yr old,i find hard to survive on 1.2k.Imagine a 31yr old,earning like 1.5k(gradual increments here and there) and he realizes its insufficient like after 9yrs slogging for the same company?….

 

Every day,somehow or rather i get into the bad books of my mother for invalid reasons.Every now and then,she compares me with her friends’ children making it to JC and on to the local unis and me not?…..the more she does that the more it boosts me up to do well for my degree.Though its annoying most of the time,all i can do is just listen and move on.Oh yes,its also called FMS or father mother scholarship holder..so do i have a choice not to do well?…=p

 

Down under will be the turning point of my life.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Blue-less Monday.

 

My first blog entry using Windows live writer.Simple program for lazy people who want to blog but lazy to log in every time. Go give it a try alright…

YC has been blogging about geeky stuff and most of them are really useful actually..even MaC seems to be addicted to one of the programs and not doing his usual stuff.LOL(go ask him whats the usual stuff..haha)…so i have decided to play around with the programs tomorrow,they are all downloaded and ready to be installed.

Its been a pretty good start for the week.No urge to smoke,manage to curb my appetite and have gotten back the drive to work-out.At a fixed pace,i just want to see myself lose(and gain just the right amt of muscles at the right places.)some weight.I’m working out for one plain reason and that is to look younger..cos im ageing mah….dunt think otherwise.

Hope its a good week for everyone.

Things i HAVE to get by year end:

Crumpler Bag

E71

 

 

squirry-1

                                                     Kua Si MI?

Monday, September 29, 2008

Stop.train.Eat.Stop.Eat.Train. Its goes in many different orders but i never seem to lose some weight or more likely im already StaG.

Its monday,i am still not able to let go of the 'kissing' something habit,which means to say i had 2.T'morrow i'm going to switch to my hallusination mode in order to fully KICK the habit.It has tremendously affected my health,the unusual pains im getting while doing my ad-hoc jogs.
BUT but..stopping it completely is like starting another new habit,which is binge eating.Without smoke,i feel famished! most of the time.....how how???

Darn,i'm just gona roll pieces of paper and put it in my mouth to have the same feel,just falling short on the 'songness' part though.What matters here is your good friend quitting the habit,if not its going to affect his babies and his arteries in future,or they might have already been affected.*fingers crossed*

I'm less than a month away from the festival of lights,and i have simply one goal in mind.Work-out and try to keep fitter.Just like the feel of lose-pants and bulging muscles,thats all people.

And ya,during this festivity period,i am refraining myself from alcohol too.Even jolly shandy is a NO NO.

Dunt worry guys,we can always have alternative plans for the usual friday nights,besides OPEN BOTTLE!.lol

Thursday, September 25, 2008

ScreweD!-but smooth week.

The week started with all blues..and it had to be carried over till tuesday.

ALL THANKS to singtel and its broadband service.I have been a loyal customer from 2003 and they have to spoil their reputation at this point of time.Its been 2 weeks since i used a fixed broadband and im like ever-so stealing bandwitdh from wireless@sg .Its a freeking FREE pathetic service that im using now just to chat up with my loved ones and friends :(

Cant blame me,when you're in dire need you gota find ways and thats what i'm doing.But my whole family's like suffering as they arnt able to do their schworks and projects,not my fault though.Just that i cant share my password and ID with them...thats all!

Most likely, ill take on Starhub's service this wkend or by next

Congrats to Greg for becoming a Civil servant!U are going to treat us tomor liao....

Peng-ED

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i DID IT!!!!

yay...ive not smoked for more than 24hrs lor!...Despite tempatations to buy a new pack(went extremes to even go near smokers(passive bah!) ,i did not do it.


Another day to pass by ...i can do it.

Then its the WEEKEND--hahaha..

If i can do without smoking,means you can too!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Another weekly update

Its the Week-END. Blues have engulfed me,but on the brighter side tho.

Last week was pretty good and devastating.Wkend was hilarious.Not to mention what the 3 musketeers did on the usual friday night.MAN I DID NOT dO ANYTHING!!!!Hope it doesnt get any wilder than that.Its just a FAT hope,so ignore that.lol

Saturday was pretty much the usual affair,but yesterday was pretty exclusive.Double joy for me at least.Liverpool won their first match against arch rivals MAN united since 2004 @home and me(my dad ) strike it rich by a mere 5k.Okay 5k seems alot but it cld have been WAY MORE if my dad had had not shared the lottery-cos the total earnings for 2nd prize yesterday was $60,000.That would have been a single winning rather than 12 people becoming overnight thousand-aire....sigh

All thanks to a tau peh kong(correct me) or buddhist monk who apparently gave them a number and one smart ASS of a friend of my dad took a share in the winnings and he took another $10b $10s bet in black.So he won a total of $75k.MAN thats what i call play smart.But nevertheless i still get some pocket money to survive the week...hee ahh!

Finally i had a full weekend to myself.That means today i wasnt present at work for that extra cash i always crave.Sometimes or rather all the time,money cant buy happiness.Its the company,whether its from friends or family or any other loved ones.Nothing buys that.

Be happy and have a wonderful week ahead peepz...

P.S: Live everyday like its your last...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Woollongabba!

BREAK! from work today.Its just another no-pay leave im entitled to lahh.Firstly i was intending to go back in the morning,say half day.But the principle aka BOSS's unofficial secretary demanded some work to be done so she apparently 'chopped' me before anyone could do that..like WTF!!!.In a way i bastard her today by taking the whole day for myself.

Had a wonderful 11hrs of sleep.Its been ages i slept like that.I wasnt slacking at home for your kind info,i had to pay my tuition fees and watnots.SO finally dragged my lazy ass down to orange grove rd--IDP is there and sorted out procedures.

I've got to - wait for another week or so for my e-COE(enrolment letter from QUT)
-proceed on to apply for my e-visa
-medical examination by doctors approved only by the Australian authorities.
-settle my accomodation(looking up already)
-attend pre-departure seminar bla bla..
- learn how to cook and get a list of things id be needing
-attend maths-bridging( i need that!)
-buy an air-ticket
-pack all my stuff
- fly to Aussie safely!

Shucks...ive got so much to do..yet so little time. :<


Still finding for a suitable Y candidate... (:

Saturday, September 6, 2008

CHANGE

"We see the world piece by piece, as the sun, the moon, the animal, the tree; but the whole, of which these are shining parts, is the soul."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

After some hard talk yesterday with the guys,i've come to my senses that theres more to life than amplifying the past.Nothing is constant in this life,i'm learning to accept that.

There's some soul-searching to do...

Today was spent pigging out and you-tubing and noT TO FORGET,ive finally gotten my bank draft.That means next week im gona pay my 1st sem tuition fees and gota start filling out the student visa form.Its Sept 7 2008 today.I'm practically left with 5 months or less to do whatever i have to do before i seriously start on my books.

Since young,ive always wanted to be an Engineer.Of all sorts actually.First interest was to be a Civil ENGINEER(drawing was my forte in the olden days),became lazy and lost touch with my own skill..lol then later on it was to be a computer engineer(thats why i chose it in poly duh!) then it was just some-sort engineer and now ive concluded ill become an Aerospace Engineer at last.Thats my goal.Its Set.

Its smooth sailing since the start of the month and i hope it stays that way..till i go.

Came across a bhajan thats keep playing in my head without fail,its thought-provoking and meaningful.Give it a click to listen,its in sanskrit btw.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

I have become one...

Now, how do you know if you're an "attraction junky" or a "love addict"?

1. When you begin a relationship, you feel a total emotional high. You can't sleep, can't eat, can't stop thinking about the other person.
2. You tend to fall in love extremely quickly. You overlook and/or ignore your partner's faults.
3. When you start dating someone, you often think that they are "the one."
4. Your relationships last only a few weeks or months.
5. If you've been with someone for a while, you find it easy to be tempted by someone new and different.
6. When you and your partner fight, it seems very life or death to you.
7. You stay in relationships because you need someone, not because you want them.
8. In relationships, you find yourself doing most of the work.
9. In relationships, you will do almost anything to stay together.
10. You become obsessed with people who have no romantic interest in you.

If you answer yes to the above... or even just some of it... then you can qualify as an attraction junky or a love addict...


If we had been together,it will be our 2nd month tomor...geesh times flying..

Left with 4 solid months before i head down under.

P.S: Ive got another surgery(most probably) coming up....

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

My wish for you...

Down with fever...

Cant talk to her like before...just gona gulp all feelings and thoughts down.I've made up my decision to treat her as a friend like how i used to...and its better that way...

It's all like a dream now....


Officially, Im SINGLE once again. =>


Down with fever...after a long long time.

P.S: Please cherish the moments people,for you wldnt want to regret not doing the things you have always wanted to do.

Before you leave,please fill in the blank ( _______ are root of all evil.)

Monday, August 25, 2008

In Pain..

Love without commitment is a blind-folded vacation..you wont know where you are, how far you have been and you wont know how to return...

As what MaC told me, you cant live with them and also w/o them...


Damn-ed life...

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Meet-the-MP-for-1-Minute-Session

LOL.Singaporeans love to pay and pay for everything and anything. One classic example is my Dad.He has received 4 parking fines (*2 has been waived earlier this yr) plus a red notice(for those who are wondering,its a reminder CUM warning letter to tell you *LETS FACE IN COURT-Im GONA MAKE U PAY MORE..MUAHAHAHA!!!).Yeap so that makes it a total of 6 fines in an expanse of 5 months.

Fine states: Min sum to pay: $50 for illegally parking vehicle apart from the designated slot.

The officials i wrote/appeal in to didnt get what i said for countless number of times it seems.

My Dad ends work in the wee hrs on alternate weeks.So by the time he gets home,ALL the parking lots are taken up and you cannot expect him to park in another ZONE thats 2km away or for the matter of fact park at some SAFE FOR THE CAR wilson car parks.Its WEE hrs leh?..like 3am to 4am,he's super tired and definitely he *rushes home to get some good sleep.Why does he have to worry abt finding a proper parking lot where he pays *$75 every month to get the vehicle parked near our HOME. When u drive home,u see no lots,u want to get home fast...tell me..frankly what would u do? Park somewhere convenient or park in AMK OR JURONG and take bus home safely?lol.

Just met up with the MP or rather had a glance off him...all he told my dad about this matter- "I'll look into it,not to worry".

It was a 1 min conversation with the minister....how cool?


My case is still pending...

more updates coming soon.....

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Random Pics from Taiwan '08


Doggie sayang..



Pole Dance in a train?


Taipei...


Taiwan's tallest buiding..101



View of taipei city from taipei 101


Doraemon with a CARROT???





CKS's ride..






CKS's ride -2



Waiting for the train...




Taiwanese Rally


More pics coming soon....

Change the thinking..

It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking.

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end.
They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.
Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fineview of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man onthe other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene. One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.
Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.Days, weeks and months passed. One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window.
The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the real world outside. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed. It faced a blank wall.The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'
Epilogue: There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled. If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.
The origin of this letter is unknown, but it brings good luck to everyone who passes it on.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

August 2008

Been some time.
Current updates/happenings for the month of August-

-GF's Bday 23th
-Comex IT show 29th/30th (list is up on next avail post)
-Payment for tuition fees and submission of acceptance offer
-Uncle's chalet @ chevrons 28th
-Aisah's engagement on 30th

Okay,im looking forward to the 23rd for now.Its my gf's 21st and ive gotten something that she've been eyeing for sometime.Hopefully noone else gets her the same gift that ive gotten her.
Oh yes please do not be surprised.I am still single but not available.To put it simple im in a relationship without any commitment.Yea the ego guy is sort of attached but not.LOL.Its complicated.Lets not go there.

Nevertheless,i'm happy this way.Many a times ive been labelled as a hard-person to comprehend.That i do completely agree but that doesnt make me weird.When i least expect changes,thats when it all starts to change my course of life.Hope its all worthwhile.

Good night people.

Turbulence on flight F-A-M-I-L-Y

My family is my strength.I am and will uphold it as it is and make sure it gets stronger.Family matters first than anything else.


Current*.Family's kinda troubled due to younger brother's behavior.He's been absent for 50 days and it has affected his grades tremoundously.Not to mention,its his first sem in poly.He was never a troublemaker or a rebellious kid.Had to leave work halfway to attend to his sch matters and to check on the progress.The underlying fact for his change throughout this 4 months seems to be one WORD-Friends.But nevertheless,he knows wat to do from now on and he knows where he stand.

Future* - Happy Ending

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Not a Commercial Success but Universal!


Kamal has done it once again with his recent blockbuster release-Dasavathaaram ( 10 avatars).

No ratings will be given.Go catch the movie in theatres as its much more worth than sivaji (in terms of color resolution,graphics and budget).


As a kamal fanatic,i'll emphasize that no other actor would be able to do what he's doing right now or from the beginning of his career.From the toddler looking Appu character in the 1987 flick to the current release.Its hard to act first of all,not mentioning 10 characters at one go.Writing the screenplay and dialougues(sometimes bilingual),writing lyrics,singing most of the tracks and also to direct a full-flecthed movie.You gota be literate and an immense thinker.


Being a tamilian he is,he is doing the tamils proud by flourishing their success to the world.Thats why he is called pakka localu!


You got to believe in what your'e doing and what you're doing it for.


I want to be an explorer.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Life and Death

We're suppose to have met in some chalet or fun gathering elsewhere,not at a wake.Worst still he was our programme head. He passed on just like that.No proper details are out about his death,but its all over.

Clifton Lam,as i know him.My first encounter with him was in 2005,when he was conducting an interview for the sub-com for FOC. The 3 of us, MaC,Greg and myself got in becos of him. We had gd time together.Its have been good memories so far.The ever smiling face,the nonchalant behaviour,the lame jokes..kena suan by us and all..I wish to remember him that way.

Keep smiling bro...i'll catch up with u when my time is up.

God Bless all.Please cherish your life and your loved ones.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Nameste singaPORE!

Hello people! This is my first entry since i arrived in T.M(Chennai).Its been 5 days and now im stationed in Trichy(for those who wldnt know what it is,its the the 2nd biggest city besides chennai(madras) in tamil nadu,South of India.Place of all dravidians. :p

As i'm lying on my bed in my hotel and am blogging at 2.30 am(india time) cos theres so much to share abt my trip thus far.But im gona be brief cos im half-tipsy and feeling feverish after gulping 1/2 of and 1/2 bottle of INDIAN RUM.Im here in my room with my bro who's fast asleep while my parents are sharing another room opp us.

As guys we needed the privacy and we've got it!haha. Its been fun so far,having the late night outs ,buying packs of ciggies illegally,smoking and drinking behind our parent's back..lol. More or less a bachelors life eh..cos as tourists we cant do much either here.Reason being we've been here and doing that countless number of times(visiting relatives and templs)BUT this time round my sis is not around so its benificial for the bros as we get to do wat we want without being paotohed*sabo lah..haha

This is my first time in india that i get to buy their local liquor and ciggies to taste them first hand.The brands ive tried so far is Signature/mcDonalds and OLD monk(a must try rum!).

They go at a steal for 60rps/$2 for a 1/4 140rps/6 fr 1/2s and 260rps/10 for fulls.A pack of 10 filters go for a mere dollar(notaxes and shit like singapore).How i wish i was born in india and enjoy all resources ! and do what every indian teenager wld do(ragging and stuff..hahaha its super cool!)

After 6 long yrs,im here to see a few new/old faces and the temples ive longed to see.Its been a gd exp also,as im seeing life from a 22yr old's perspective.All my cousins here are grown up and see them prospering in studies and other related areas feels good actually.How i wish indian girls back in sg could live and behave like the village girls,but that will never happen even if singapore's striked by tsunami.LOL

Blogging seems like time-killing for me.Living in india makes me think as u dunt get to exp life of city people and villagers at one go ..haha might migrate here for the serenity in future(plans ongoing as my parents are headhunting for a property in trichy) but i doubt so ah cos too much corruption ahh...u need more to give here as bribes than to feed urself.lol. THATS INDIA for u!

Time's flying.Tomor night's my flight.Once im back ill update the pics of my trip inclusive of the INDIAN liquours and ciggies!hahaha.

Gdo Night Singapore!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Time to Fly

Im off to Chennai in approx 19hrs time.Yes thats like 3/4 day away.Tiger airways.First budget travel to India.Hope its gona be good.Will be back next fri if everything goes well(prays).

Once im back id have a mini break till 17th den off again to DESTINATION TAIWAN!..WAH WAH!... :p

Not many wld get an opp/chance to travel 2 places at one go or rather with a minimal gap in between.Hope i dunt suffer from jet lagg.

Got to start fresh,somewhere sometime very soon.

aWaiting my replies.

6 months to burn.

Need a proper job.

Save Money!!!

I have to go on at least on a date this time round. Any one?..haha

I'll see u when i see u.

Friday, May 30, 2008

Operationaly Ready Soldier

30th May 2008 -0910 hrs

STATUS- Completed FULL-TIME National Service.

Current Status: Unemployed NSman.

Although my 2 years wasnt as tough as i wanted it to be,i'm proud to keep a good track record and thank god for bringing me thus far.

Good luck to all people i've met throughout my service,gd and bad ones. :p

P.S: ORD LO!!!!!!!!!@!@!#!#!@!@!#!@!~~!##!#!##@#@#

Thursday, May 29, 2008

729th day.

Ok people.This is my 729th day of NS life.Hear me once again, 729th day and im down with another 12 hrs or so to collect that little pink card with a face of a 15 yr old me.lol

Days at BMT,FDS and over at 6AD will be cherished. Memories are still so fresh that i cant fathom the fact that ive ORD-ed,or rather going to.The feeling is rather euphoric though, but ah its like i feel aimless cos of the fact my replies from the Unis arnt going to be in anytime soon and ive not found a job yet.So my current status will be -UNEMPLOYED Poly Graduate.LOL okay im fucking whining now...

Will have to bring myself on track,cannot stray anymore.More like everything seems and needs money.Without it,i feel insecure.Everyone around you respect for wat u have and not wat u are!.Imagine when u touch everything and anything,money must talk first..hahaha thats the perspective of an umeployed..sorry people.

I cant and will not take allowance from parents(u will feel fucking paiseh) till i go aussie ,but being egotiscal me,ill def feel it right down through..So ive got 6 farking months to make at least 10k or round of to that amnt,spent a lil(fuking hope its little with all the drinking and late night outings),and bring the rest as backup.

Yeap.Thats all for tonight folks.I gota hit the bed early,get up early(LAST DAY canot afford to be late if not they'll push the collection date)take it,come back HIT the FUCKING GYM and start my training once again.FROm sq 1.

Peace out. Life is not going to be sweet anymore.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Un Autre Monde

The void has to be filled soon.


I need to begin a new book.A book to keep track of all my life as it goes by from june 2008.
I need to see my progress for the next 10 years. 2008-2018.

I would be 32 by then. What will i be? Who would have i become to.Will i be a respectable ,hardworking executive in some MNC or just a shabbly living technician working for a meagre income to support a family.

At 32,if im still struggling to make ends meet, i know i have wasted my 10 years.
As of now,i have not lived up to my parents expectations.Its worrying them and the pressure is on me.



Before i leave this world, i need to fulfill certain criterias.
That is, get my degree and a well-paying job in the aviation sector.
Do well enough to make my parents proud.
Purchase a house for my parents to live in and make sure they enjoy their retirement days.
Send them for a long vacation around the world.
Make sure my siblings do well as me.
Do something for the needy.
See my friends do well and get married off,living happily every after.
For i'm happy to see others being happy.
Live for them,die for them.

I will do it.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Moments Stolen..

seek beauty hidden..
venture where unbidden..
find solace nowhere..
dream but dont dare..
hope and despair..
grieve and worry yet care..
into nothingness stare..
nothing but misery share..
discover the world unfair..
for noone a thought spare..
smile is but a mask to wear..
love - build castles in the air..
break as your heart it lays bare..


many years have passed
since i saw her last
sometimes she is but a memory faded
something to cling onto when i feel jaded

i dont always think of her much
only during melancholic moments as such
sometimes when i lie alone trying to sleepe
merges from that corner where my blissful memories i keep

a thing of beauty she is to me,
a visionthat gives a glimmer of hope in my world of indecision
shamelessly i confess i would give anything
if i could give life to this wistful feeling

even giving a name to this thing is a trifle hard
i dont know if it is mere one sided love on my part
it transcends whatever love i have found
and easy love in my life does abound

so what is this mesmerizing longing
this one certainty when all else is failing
is it an answer - a joyful illusion
yet another in my lonely life of delusion

why then do i seek and attempt to explain
when my sincerest efforts are but in vain
this vision of hers is personal and intimate
gives me company when i feel all desolate

keeps in place the little vestige of hope
in goodness and virtue and all things noble
as i drift in the maelstrom of use and abuse
she will remain my faith, she'll remain my muse!

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Blogging without a Clue.

Alas.I've made my decision. Final DEstination for my education: AUSTRALIA!!! yay baby.

I need a change.ONE blardy drastic one. Away from family,friends and all Loved ones.I want to see who misses me and i want to know the depth of a PROBLEMATIC LIFE will turn out to be.

Australia will boost my confidence to many levels up,altho id be faar faar away from my comfort zone.If its going to do good to me, why not give it a shot? Rite guys!~..

I've got a couple of days before i head back to camp..and a couple of days later i'll be PinkEd!

Back to normal life actually.Holiday till im broke den hunt for some well-paying,chio-bu full job,hold it there for half a year or so.And shooO off baby!..haha

I actually do know wat i'm doing,just that i'm unsure if ill be able to make it to where im suppose to be. :p

The fear of my own destiny has kicked in.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

GoooO


Song of the month.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Reminiscening..

Well,having lots of thoughts about my past,from the first kiss i recieved to many many other nonchalant activities i did as from being a child.I was mischeveious,thinking back that i used to be a very adament but happening child that i had to undergo a weekly canning session from my parents,more or less from my dad.(Try not to laugh)

After all these years,i still cant fanthom the fact of the drastic change that has happened to me(the more egotistical raj as u guys call it...blaah blaah).I wasnt like this AT ALL when i was young.It was a fun-filled and happening childhood as i still do remember bits and pieces of it clearly tho.Esp the peak period ,that was in primary 3-5,if i can recall well, where i had the most female contact listings of all time,(now u all can laugh).But its all true.I was very much an active guy.

Now,what have i become?(This time,i'll laugh it off myself....)

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Gona get PinKeD!

Back to BLOGosphere.I've found the need to blog NOW..yea now. what if one day i just POOF! and the next moment none of my loved ones realise the non-existence from that day..wouldnt it be painful?Usually sufferings end at death but it seems it will carry on for me.(im just blabbering).something just hit me real hard to start this blogging thing once again.At least for the people who want to know whats happening in my life..

My lifestyle will be back to norm @ the end of this month.

I've waited 2 damn years for this...

its called Civilian-hood.